I am OUT of the UV Marathon.
Found someone who wanted it, transferred it-
DONE.
(source)
Now I can stop stressing about it
and focus on slowly getting back to my running self.
Thanks to y'all for the comments, input, etc.
It really helped me feel better about letting go of this race.
I "knew" what I should do, but sometimes I need help.
I'm needy.
The appointment with my endocrine doc is almost here!
Only 1.5 months of waiting :P.
I get to see her on Tuesday, see how my levels are-
see what my options are... get this under control!
I am really hoping that I will find my motivation again-
once I get to talk to her and get headed in the right direction.
I have really been lacking the drive to get out and RUN.
It sucks.
I miss the running me.
The me who would get up at 4:45 to run 8 miles
before the husband had to go to work.
I want that girl back.
The end is finally in sight!
Woohoo!
That was a lot of words with no real pictures-
so here are my children right before I fed them to a shark:
They look pretty happy about it.
AND
Oldest girl child showing off her new trick...
Awww I feel you. It's so hard not being able to run. I'm finally back at it but it's a lot harder than I remember. I am glad you gave your bib away so you don't have that to worry about too. I hope you get back to running really soon xoxox
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I'm glad you found closure and don't have to stress over it. You'll find your running self again, do it because you love it, not because you have to, and you'll get back to a point where you can't wait to get up at 4:45 for an 8 mile run! :)
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you found closure and don't have to stress over it. You'll find your running self again, do it because you love it, not because you have to, and you'll get back to a point where you can't wait to get up at 4:45 for an 8 mile run! :)
ReplyDeleteSometimes its good to let go! We all need a break and get into no running ruts. It will come back, just give it time.
ReplyDeleteYour oldest girl is just as I remember you when we used to "play" together... I remember watching you do full back walkovers (is that the word?), vaguely wishing I could also.
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